I'm really not a good friend sometimes. 
I've had 19 years of "me" time. It's getting old. 
I still love swans and my teddy bear, Anthony. I hope I never grow out of it.
Sometimes, I wish I never I knew what love felt like, so the absence of it wouldn't hurt so much.
So much pretending, and lies, and fear.  Tell me why we live like this.
Someone I cared about, called me ugly and fat, and disapproved of me. I wish I didn't care about their opinion. I wish I didn't have to cry about it.
I'm worth loving. I have value. And I wont tolerate that anymore. I promise.
 
 
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