Ok, so sorry for this picture crazed blog right now. Iv just been forgetting to do the picture thing, and have had to little to no time to write anything :P
But, it's ok. I've been having an amazing summer! Whew! It's all I had hoped it would be :) Unfortunately, it is coming to an end pretty soon here.... But, that's just how it goes! It's time for me to do other things now! School time! It may not be my favorite thing. It may even feel pointless at times, but I cant live my life to the fullest when everything's going my way and not when everything isn't. I need to do that all the time!
There are many worries and stressfull thoughts that go through my head these days. One of them, is that I'll never be mature enough for the life I'm choosing. I feel like I'll always be this teenager that just wants things all the time. Someone that gives up when it just smells like hard work. Someone who is impatient, immature, selfish, and childish. Someone who gives in to worldly pleasures and thinks way more on unholy and worldly things than she does on things that are right and pure. Someone who can't make a decision without being backed into a corner. A girl who's always gonna be pretending to be better than she is. Who psycho-analyzes everything, producing unnecessary stress..... hm, irony? Haha.
Anyway, I've heard that everyone feels inadequate. But, the true Christian, while he acknowledges his faults (sin), still keeps his eyes steadily focused on God, the One who constantly cleanses them of their sin. The One they depend on to live and love through them. The One they know they are hopeless and helpless without. I can grow and mature into a Godly woman through Christ who strengthens me. I see that I am unworthy, but I don't have to dwell on that. In fact, if I do, I'll stay in this same spot of complacency. Anyway, if anyone's reading this. Just pray that I'll keep my focus on Jesus. That I'll work to let Him shine through this wretched body, making it beautiful and perfect :) Also, pray that I'll seek the Lord in all the big decisions I'm going to make in this coming year.... And for my little friend, Shelby Brazeal. She's a kid that comes to the summer program. I feel like she could be a great candidate for some discipleship. Thanks. Love y'all :)
Sunday, July 24, 2011
Project Live: Days 64-76
July 6, 2011-July 7, 2011 nuthin :(
July 8, 2011
July 9, 2011
Forgetting is actually a good thing bc it means i was too busy doing all sorts of things to remember to take a picture :P
July 10, 2011
July 11, 2011
.... Jp arrived late ^ the day before this day. He surprised me by showing up at my house :) So, I basically spent this whole day with him. He came after VBS was over then we went to his house (napped sporadicaly, conversed with his mom, watched tv, watched vids with James... pure bliss really). Then we went to Monday Night Club which he hasn't been to in a long time and I haven't been to in longer. He was greatly recieved (great to watch :D ). Then we hung out afterwards at the duck pond cuz that's what we do :). Dropped him off, went home, and slept like a very, very happy baby.
July 12, 2011
July 13, 2011
July 14, 2011
July 15, 2011
July 16, 2011........
...... was Saturday. The Saturday in which Jp and I spent, literally, the WHOLE day together. It began with Saturday Morning Bible Club, then the interns... plus Jp... and Colby... (haha) went to Canes for lunch. I went to Jp's house for awhile where we watched 'Matilda' in it's entirety, then went to ma house to hang for a bit, then we went on our date :P Abby Singers then downstairs to Midnight in Paris (which was lovely even the third time) :-) No pictures, but I doubt I'll forget this day....
July 17, 2011
old video of Jeep cuz I forgots....
July 18, 2011
helped move a washing machine with Jeep, then to Monday Night Club again, where little Caden (Terrance's son) drew me a picture :)
July 8, 2011
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| Our Dear Dalton Hill planking a box fan at Marilynn's...good times :) |
July 9, 2011
Forgetting is actually a good thing bc it means i was too busy doing all sorts of things to remember to take a picture :P
July 10, 2011
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| painting the set for VBS skits :) |
July 11, 2011
.... Jp arrived late ^ the day before this day. He surprised me by showing up at my house :) So, I basically spent this whole day with him. He came after VBS was over then we went to his house (napped sporadicaly, conversed with his mom, watched tv, watched vids with James... pure bliss really). Then we went to Monday Night Club which he hasn't been to in a long time and I haven't been to in longer. He was greatly recieved (great to watch :D ). Then we hung out afterwards at the duck pond cuz that's what we do :). Dropped him off, went home, and slept like a very, very happy baby.
July 12, 2011
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| took Mom and the girls out to dinner at Smashburger before going to the Stranges :) |
July 13, 2011
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| *Treasure* from VBS :) |
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| "Dozer" Dad's favorite thing at work these days. Really cute :) |
July 14, 2011
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| Katelyn- friend and helper-outer with my VBS 4 yr. olds :) |
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| perfect looking whip cream atop my hot chocolate (twas cold and my human jacket wasn't enough lol) ....oh and i wish i had photography skills like my girl!!!!!! |
July 15, 2011
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| Nathaniel enjoying himself (too quickly!) at VBS :) |
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| one picture of him while he was here and it was this one.... hoorah for awkward faces!!!! (she-she took this) :P |
July 16, 2011........
...... was Saturday. The Saturday in which Jp and I spent, literally, the WHOLE day together. It began with Saturday Morning Bible Club, then the interns... plus Jp... and Colby... (haha) went to Canes for lunch. I went to Jp's house for awhile where we watched 'Matilda' in it's entirety, then went to ma house to hang for a bit, then we went on our date :P Abby Singers then downstairs to Midnight in Paris (which was lovely even the third time) :-) No pictures, but I doubt I'll forget this day....
July 17, 2011
old video of Jeep cuz I forgots....
July 18, 2011
helped move a washing machine with Jeep, then to Monday Night Club again, where little Caden (Terrance's son) drew me a picture :)
Friday, July 15, 2011
Project Live: Days 55-63
June 26, 2011 - June 27, 2011..... nuttin :P
June 28, 2011
June 29, 2011
June 30, 2011
forgot so... a picture of a picture that me and a fellow intern/friend put up some time that week in honor of another friend/former intern :)
July 5, 2011
June 28, 2011
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| Mom finally got her baby box turtle! (oh and that bag underneath is full of beautiful corn from the farmer's arkey that we had just gone to for the first time!) :) |
June 29, 2011
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| shucking that corn :) |
June 30, 2011
forgot so... a picture of a picture that me and a fellow intern/friend put up some time that week in honor of another friend/former intern :)
July 1, 2011
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| This one was at ihop. You understand this only if you've been reading my posts and if you're a fan of lupe fiasco :) |
July 2, 2011
forgot AGAIN... but I'll tell you that this was the day that I got stuck on interstate for, literally, an hour and 45 minutes!! I was only going to Shreveport. 20 minute drive from my house tops. Bumber to bumper, most of the time completely stopped... for an hour and 45 minutes! Crazy stuff, dude.
July 3, 2011
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| cuz.... |
July 4, 2011
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| the produce that i picked up at the grocery that day. Some blueberries and a lemon for the dessert I made. Nectarines for yumminess. And a butternut squash for experimenting :) |
July 5, 2011
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| fellow intern/best friend, She-She, and awesome kid, Kameron :) |
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| cutest kid ever, Ayanah, writing a story in tutoring :) Love, love, love her! |
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| The items i bought my mother for her birthday. She looooved everything :) |
Sunday, July 3, 2011
Project Live: Days 47-54
June 18, 2011
June 19, 2011
June 20, 2011-June 23, 2011.... got nuttin :P
June 24, 2011
June 25, 2011
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| spending time with extended family |
June 19, 2011
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| Can't anyone tell me why the person who made this tshirt is the true IDIOT? Anyone?? (while Walmart shopping) |
June 20, 2011-June 23, 2011.... got nuttin :P
June 24, 2011
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| mom's good-lookin salad :) |
June 25, 2011
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| went to Grady's (aka: Ana's favorite restaurant) for a barbecue lunch :) |
Project Live: Days 41 - 46
June 12, 2011 - June 17, 2011
Dont have any pictures for these days, so I will share a video of some time in my California trip. I know, I'm failing miserably with this project. But, I'm determined to keep going and at least broadcast that I am enjoying the little moments more! Hopefully, this silly, little video will show that :)
Dont have any pictures for these days, so I will share a video of some time in my California trip. I know, I'm failing miserably with this project. But, I'm determined to keep going and at least broadcast that I am enjoying the little moments more! Hopefully, this silly, little video will show that :)
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